i am not putting in links, bc i am so beyond tired, and have been working so beyond hard (no, not really, not beyond hard.  i have taken LOTS of breaks, and i have not had to carry one single heavy thing, but as hard as you can work with those two things being true, thats how hard i have worked.  pretty hard.  pretty, pretty pretty pretty hard, as larry david the traitor would say).

but i have a holy hell of a cough, but even that is nowhere near as bad as it could be, bc it isnt constant. the cough IS as bad as a cough gets, but only sporadic, which makes it way better.

so, quick notes - goals for year:  worry less, so i can try to use that worrying energy for something good.

forgive myself for any mistakes i made as a mother, bc otherwise the guilt will eat me alive.  i mean, if i listed the worst things i ever did, nobody here would be appalled, but the guilt kills me anyway.  its not productive.  and *IF* i believe in a god that forgives us all as long as he knows we tried?  shit, i believe in a god that forgives us all EVEN HITLER whose name i cant even bear to hear spoken - i believe in a god that loves us that much, and knows we all fuck up in the process of this life - if i believe that, then does it make sense i should be meaner to myself than god is?  i should have higher standards than god?  apparently.

from those two main goals, everything else will be easier.

but i wanted to talk about something else.  i wanted to ask when is the last time you read about dinosaurs?

and when is the last time you read about astronauts?

i recommend you do some reading. cause in the case of the astronauts, they are even MORE impressive than they were when you were younger.  something about perspective, i dont know what.

look up badass astronauts.  the article is so amazing that you think its fake, but its not.

and just look up, say nanotyrannosaurus, and imagine again, being among the FIRST people to find those things - whoo, can you imagine??  dinosaur skeletons!!  dinosaur fossils and actual DINOSAURS!

go ahead.

fight the power by ignoring the news.  best thing you can do for yourself, and way too much will trickle down to you anyway.

have fun.

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Comment by Jonathan Wolfman on January 6, 2016 at 7:19am


Comment by koshersalaami on January 6, 2016 at 7:23am

Nanotyrannus. I didn't know about this until I looked it up at your suggestion. 

I looked up badass astronauts. You're right. 

Comment by DaisyJane on January 6, 2016 at 7:26am

welcome, jw!

kosh - its fun, right? lots of new things out there since i last read about them, and the astronauts - holy moly!  did you know only 24 humans have left "low earth orbit" thats where you can see the whole of the earth, and only 12 have walked on the moon, and only 533 astronauts, all together for the whole planet, total?  so cool!

Comment by Ron Powell on January 6, 2016 at 7:28am

Comment by Rosigami on January 6, 2016 at 8:16am

Way cool, DJ! Thanks! (and feel better soon. A bad cough is no joke. )

Comment by JMac1949 Today on January 6, 2016 at 9:37am

R&L Do the best you can with what you got and then whatever happens carries no guilt.  Don't need to waste energy kicking yourself for the stuff that's out of your control.

Comment by DaisyJane on January 6, 2016 at 4:34pm

ron, that is beautiful!!  and a lovely representation!

rosi - so far, still so good, but it is trying hard - the echinacea is holding it back.  my friend says echinacea doesnt work, but it does!

jmac - no.  enough of that, i think!

Comment by Gerald Andersen on January 8, 2016 at 7:09pm
Me likey dinosaurs. My granddaughter was triceratops at Halloween. If this doesn't strike fear in your heart, you have ice water in your veins.


Did that work?
Comment by DaisyJane on January 9, 2016 at 5:51pm

lemme try it! 

no, it did not work.  it brought me back here.  darnit!

Comment by Rosigami on January 9, 2016 at 5:55pm
Hi DJ, I think echinacea does work, too.


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