I am smoking all my pot and finishing off the bottle of rum so I am feeling pretty good. It is wonderful to sit in my backyard garden and enjoy it all one last time. This has been such a haven for me from so many of life's losses. I am very lucky to just give my little place back to the park and so I am able to stay here with most of the furniture and comforts. Some people leave their houses here littered with syringes and trash. I am happy that my little tin trailer is nice and clean and ready to ship to Mexico.
Maybe the park will fix it up and rent it out or try to sell it. Not my problem. I have said very moving good byes to many of my neighbors and it feels good to realize that some people will actually miss me. Tomorrow I say good bye to my mom's neighborhood and it will be bittersweet.
My lists of things to do are all crossed off. The German in me has made me so damn efficient that I feel confident that I can get myself on the airplane tomorrow. Anything can happen when you travel so I know to be prepared but actually it is always a journey we are on. Moving even when we think we are staying in one place.
Sometimes I think all I need is one room with a tv, internet and close bathroom. A fan for summer and a heater for winter would be nice with maybe a little refrigerator. There are so many worlds going on inside my mind as to what the future can be like that it is infinitely entertaining. I have enough memories to fill an infinite number of hours.
A room with a view would be nice. They say when you get older it is nice to have a view of people doing things instead of just a peaceful landscape like some people want. Life is fun. That is what my daughters keep telling me and even with all the work of packing and the endless phone calls to close all the stuff of life. I have had fun moving.
I am remembering when Myriad moved and I loved looking at houses with her watching the remodel with envy for all the fun that must have been. I am happy to take my cyberfriends here on a romp to Hawaii. There are so many heavy things going on just beneath the surface but for now I am feeling so ready.
I also have enjoyed following JS to Mexico and James to Ohio with Brassawe and the resident artist so happy on the farm too. We are all on amazing journeys. Transformation is always possible.
I just upgraded my seat to Hawaii to FIRST ClASS!!!!!!! Oh My, I would have had to pay twenty five dollars for each of my two duffle bags so really with the 2 free luggage passes from First Class I only had to pay an extra one hundred dollars for a human sized seat and it is soooo worth it. Thanks Mom! I know there must be some spirit guidance working here somehow.
I am going to try to blog from the airport or maybe from the plane itself. Wheee....I'm gone!