You might think I would be celebrating with one of my many lovers but in reality I cleaned the toilets today and packed my three bags.....

   I am smoking all my pot and finishing off the bottle of rum so I am feeling pretty good.  It is wonderful to sit in my backyard garden and enjoy it all one last time.   This has been such a haven for me from so many of life's losses.   I am very lucky to just give my little place back to the park and so I am able to stay here with most of the furniture and comforts.   Some people leave their houses here littered with syringes and trash.  I am happy that my little tin trailer is nice and clean and ready to ship to Mexico.

     Maybe the park will fix it up and rent it out or try to sell it.   Not my problem.  I have said very moving good byes to many of my neighbors and it feels good to realize that some people will actually miss me.  Tomorrow I say good bye to my mom's neighborhood and it will be bittersweet.

      My lists of things to do are all crossed off.  The German in me has made me so damn efficient that I feel confident that I can get myself on the airplane tomorrow.   Anything can happen when you travel so I know to be prepared but actually it is always a journey we are on.  Moving even when we think we are staying in one place. 

      Sometimes I think all I need is one room with a tv, internet and close bathroom.   A fan for summer and a heater for winter would be nice with maybe a little refrigerator.  There are so many worlds going on inside my mind as to what the future can be like that it is infinitely entertaining. I have enough memories to fill an infinite number of hours.

A room with a view would be nice.  They say when you get older it is nice to have a view of people doing things instead of just a peaceful landscape like some people want.   Life is fun.  That is what my daughters keep telling me and even with all the work of packing and the endless phone calls to close all the stuff of life. I have had fun moving. 

    I am remembering when Myriad moved and I loved looking at houses with her watching the remodel with envy for all the fun that must have been.  I am happy to take my cyberfriends here on a romp to Hawaii.  There are so many heavy things going on just beneath the surface but for now I am feeling so ready.

   I also have enjoyed following JS to Mexico and James to Ohio with Brassawe and the resident artist so happy on the farm too.   We are all on amazing journeys.   Transformation is always possible.  

    I just upgraded my seat to Hawaii to FIRST ClASS!!!!!!!   Oh My, I would have had to pay twenty five dollars for each of my two duffle bags so really with the 2 free luggage passes from First Class I only had to pay an extra one hundred dollars for a human sized seat and it is soooo worth it.   Thanks Mom!  I know there must be some spirit guidance working here somehow.

    I am going to try to blog from the airport or maybe from the plane itself.   Wheee....I'm gone!

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Comment by M. C. Sears on May 1, 2015 at 10:57pm
Have a safe trip, looking forward to your posts, art and photos of this new place
Comment by Julie Johnson on May 2, 2015 at 4:20am

Be safe, have Fun !  Efficient, and Free spirited. What a great combination for what's ahead.  

Comment by Carole Dixon on May 2, 2015 at 4:42am
May your movement/travels be blessed. May it all be interesting. It is fun reading about everyone's adventures isn't it? Live large and send postcards.
Comment by Phyllis on May 2, 2015 at 5:38am

Happy trails and safe journey! I'm on tenterhooks waiting for Hawaii as seen by zanelle.

Comment by Mary Lois Adshead on May 2, 2015 at 5:41am

I know the feeling of leaving one life to go to another--bittersweet but full of joyous anticipation. I'm sure your Act 3 will be full of adventures. Smiling with you!

Comment by Arthur James on May 2, 2015 at 5:43am

`

I feel For Ya.

It sad to say:

Bye. It like a

Falling Leaf.

In Fall Leaf

says ` Bye '

See ` Gin '

Is Springtime.

`

I heard a shotgun

first thing at the

morning sunrise.

I feared for Turkey.

`

Happy  Trails. It

May Be For Good.

Change. Home is

Wherever we are.

`

Comment by Zanelle on May 2, 2015 at 6:31am

I like that.  Home is wherever we are!   Comfortable in my own skin.  Exciting. 

Comment by Anna Herrington on May 2, 2015 at 7:18am

Wow - time flies - you're packed and off to Hawaii ! Which has always sounded like it would be a perfect Home for you. How exciting to be closer to daughter and grand, too...

Safe journeys, Z ~

Comment by JMac1949 Today on May 2, 2015 at 8:10am

"... all I need is one room with a tv, internet and close bathroom.   A fan for summer and a heater for winter would be nice with maybe a little refrigerator..." Less the refrigerator and the TV, that's exactly the way I've been living for the past few years.  Enjoy first class and remember we'll all be waiting to read your posts about your adventures in Hawaii.

Comment by koshersalaami on May 2, 2015 at 9:08am
Enjoy the trip and keep us posted

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