oh wow, i just remembered that there is a section in my standup is about being a recovering account and a recovering 'ho -- big laughs for this because i am so not 'ho like now. basically an old broad with a little dog.
i later added that i am a relapsing recovering asshole. and how you never recover and you have to go to rehab for like 2 years. oh, and Asshole is in the DSM 5 or whatever it is now. after agoraphobia and, shit, i can't remember. this is a nightmare... agoraphobia and,,, i will remember it after i publish this, fuck fuck fuck...
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