I realized recently a thing which has changed my outlook. We were stalled in a mcdonalds take through line
I was listening to Dylan on my phone and looked into the drive by mirror and saw my face morph into two due to reflection of light in the atmosphere bending my eye's picture.
a face behind a face . I was wearing a mask. I thought: it looks sad and hopeless and bored and frustrated but I feel free and lighthearted. it is a mask I wear. I fear I overdo my depression so as to make the transition out of dysthymia into euphoria more dramatic.
I am a drama queen...