Jewellya's Blog – February 2013 Archive (6)

FUBAR doesn't begin to cover it.

I'm on the downhill slope toward egg retrieval, greatly looking forward to the end of this debacle. What that means is: I'm actually looking forward to chemo. Thank you, Houston Fertility Institute. Only you could pull this off.

After I assessed online that Ferring Pharmaceuticals did indeed have a program and that I should have received my Menopur medication for FREE, this certifiable cluster began its slide toward a resolution on Wednesday. Where Monday was a brain…


Added by Jewellya on February 23, 2013 at 5:00pm — 5 Comments

Attempting to maintain my faith in humanity.

I wasn’t given any financial numbers with which to make the decision for egg harvesting. Ideally, or ideologically, you don’t want the price tag to be a factor in whether or not you fight for the opportunity to have a future child. This is a spiritual sticking point that you try not to believe is a wolf in sheep’s clothing.

But your reproductive endocrinologist is not like your oncologist. He is in a business, he might call it a practice, in an industry, he might still call it…


Added by Jewellya on February 16, 2013 at 9:00am — 2 Comments

I don’t remember closing my eyes.

My alarm went off at 415 Wednesday morning, but I laid there until I heard my aunt’s alarm go off at 430. I grabbed my zip-up hoodie and some exercise pants that are too big now to run in but easy to slip into. I found the most comfortable of bras and least embarrassing of panties, newly purchased a few weeks ago.

I had my second prescribed shower with the special disinfectant soap that doesn’t lather very well. I used two clean towels just as I had the night before. We were out the…


Added by Jewellya on February 14, 2013 at 8:00pm — 6 Comments

He's BACK!

Last night as we were about to take the rental back to the airport, I had a voicemail from the detective with the Auto-theft division that my car had been found. “I’m not sure if you had been told by now,” he said. Apparently, he wasn’t the first person to know about it. I had no idea how long ago my suburban had been found. I had no idea what condition it was in. I called him back and left a message—apparently he had something important to do and couldn’t take my call just then.



Added by Jewellya on February 9, 2013 at 7:30pm — 4 Comments

Like a chicken with my head cut off...

And what do i need a head for anyway? It's so heavy and cumbersome.

I left you in my state of disarray, I was waiting for two new beds to be delivered to my home. It was about 1020pm with no arrival nor phone call that I determined something must have gone awry.

I checked the receipts. The date the manager (whom i so endorsed in my last post) circled was indeed 02/02/13, Saturday night. Then i looked to the following page where the delivery charge was listed and that…


Added by Jewellya on February 8, 2013 at 9:06pm — 6 Comments

...and then my car was stolen.

I have a growing list of stressors:

1) Maintain schedule of endless doctors' appointments. Somehow making it to work on occasion to hopefully see some progress in my outbox. This stressor officially began January 18th, D-Day. That day also began my understanding that I will likely retire from this company. They are taking care of me beyond what i could have ever expected from an employer.

2) Do a few things to the house, such a buy a couple beds, to make things hospitable for…


Added by Jewellya on February 2, 2013 at 6:30pm — 5 Comments


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