Theodora L'Engle Knight's Blog (178)

I will have to get a new phone

He pretended to be microdoft. 

My phone is hacked too

Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 21, 2019 at 3:42pm — 1 Comment

I've just been hacked by sddhokes trying to make me buy stuff

I can't get their window to close. This is a very nice mare.what do i do,?

Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 21, 2019 at 3:38pm — No Comments

i need help with basic life stuff as usual. what is the best deal for phone service when it's just you and you need unlimited data?

i had straight talk and it was fine and then the mobile network kept going down. so i let a friend talk me in to metropcs. and it's a clusterfuck. so is that friendship. the plan i signed up for has a limit of 3 gig. whatever it's called. and i'm almost done with that and it's not the 26th yet. i made a huge mistake. and now i'm freaked out about having to switch to another one.

i should have people in my life whom i could go to when i have these issues. it was that guy but he turns…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 21, 2019 at 1:05pm — 2 Comments

thank godiverse for protests this is when the agoraphobia sucks most. want to be out there. had an epiphany! -- i think that the stigma of mental illness is way up there...

i'm in the throes of the mystery illness -- dizzy and numbness and such. and mental fogginess. i will finish this later on. it won't be dark about the emotional disorders thing. i may actually be funny again!!!

Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 14, 2019 at 2:52pm — No Comments

this is obvious but it just occurred to me that we are in this ridiculous & scary situation because of ann coulter & rush limbaugh...

Cruella Deville and a big fat opiate addict. it is so sick and twisted.

cruella was on, shit, the roasting show on comedy central and she insisted on writing her own routine and it was a disaster. so surprising because she's such a barrel of laughs.

we are going to have an emergency whatever. it is clear. he is terrified about michael cohen testifying in february. about all of it. he is terrified basically. so he acts out like a toddler. i know, nothing that anyone else hasn't…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 11, 2019 at 5:26pm — 10 Comments

i apologize for being an ungrateful asshole. i asked for help and then objected

which was obviously wrong. not an excuse but an explanation. this thing is seriously scary. the least of my problems is not being able to sleep but if you are sleeping, you have resources to fight back that you don't when you are not.

i didn't read any more comments. people probably told me what a jackass i was being. i agree.

i will not ask for any more help.

Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 8, 2019 at 5:56pm — 2 Comments

i was asking for help with insomnia & may have found the answer. thanks to a serendipitous mix up between an herb store & and "herb" store...

the whole saga of an incompetent and possibly misogynist psychiatrist prescribing the wrong meds.. well, failing to prescribe the right meds. and the resulting months of the pain and suffering of insomnia and anxiety and bipolar depression. not so fun, is below....

but much more important is a lovely mix up that has led to the solution. well, it will be that once i get the dosage and the contraindications figured out. 

so i was desperate to get a handle on these extreme…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on January 5, 2019 at 4:30pm — 15 Comments

Momentum Generation (and me losing my momentum) & weekly interspecies family meetings & the cutest old lady dog & her whimzees

so much to talk about. herbs and "herbs". the C-- upstairs and the eargasm earplugs. shit, what else? another mystery illness. bingo and jeopardy in senior subsidized heaven. oh yes, our weekly interspecies family meetings.more about my animals of course...

but i was so fascinated and moved by that film, about the Momentum Generation. and i know nothing and had almost no interest in surfing. it's on hbo, i think? it tracks the relationships of a disenfranchized  -- not sure this is…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on December 17, 2018 at 11:27pm — 10 Comments

i could use some help. my latest laptop has died. what do you guys recommend? & can you create a signature on here?

thank god for my ancient HP that my friend philip is always trying to get me to get rid of. this thing is a million years old but it always works. well, knock on all the wood.

so this fucking dell won't start. briefly got a page from them telling me that it won't start. supposedly doing some test but that disappeared and the freaking thing won't freaking start. i get a flash of the logo and that's it.

3rd one to get fucked up.

don't even know if i have a warranty. i am…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on December 2, 2018 at 3:01pm — 8 Comments

i love the great british baking show & my delightful dead husband & food & feeling sad but so grateful for my extremely entertaining animals.

i'm a tv addict anyway. most people with agoraphobia are. (AG from now on.) now i don't cook or bake. i make salad and guacamole and hamburgers and hot dogs... you get the picture.

my dead husband was really a delightful man. he was a landscape architect and he played jazz flute and sax. i was so much fun because he would sit in with groups and we spent a lot of fun in the clubs and in people's homes. i love jazz and blues...

so much more at another time. how he came from a…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on December 1, 2018 at 6:00pm — 8 Comments

i know i am being a giant asshole for not reading other people's posts...and some comedy.

oh wow, i just remembered that there is a section in my standup is about being a recovering account and a recovering 'ho -- big laughs for this because i am so not 'ho like now. basically an old broad with a little dog.

i later added that i am a relapsing recovering asshole. and how you never recover and you have to go to rehab for like 2 years. oh, and Asshole is in the DSM 5 or whatever it is now. after agoraphobia and, shit, i can't remember. this is a nightmare... agoraphobia…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on November 30, 2018 at 5:22pm — 10 Comments

so excited about the Orange Orangutan news!!! & subsidized senior heaven...

know the shit is going to hit the fan because he's a fuckwad.

wow, the optics of putin shaking hands and smiling with mbs. the despots of russia and saudi arabia. they have the OO by the short hairs. obviously. this is so awful and fucking fascinating.

i know i'm not saying anything that you guys haven't said in a much more erudite way. but i'm binge watching msnbc so it's pretty up to date. yes, i know i'm a looney tune. i have a lovely basket of mental illnesses. kind of feel…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on November 30, 2018 at 5:10pm — 7 Comments

kay, i have a question for the men on here. there is some behavior that i am not understanding.

so, i have a friend, philip. he's a good friend but it's weird. he is happily married. my closest pals are usually gay men or those who are happily coupled. the challenging part is that he is often unemployed which he seems to handle very well. i would be beside myself but he had a good early life and was loved and shit, which i cannot relate to at all. so he handles stressful situations very well. plus he's been married for 28 years and they still say i love you and shit so...



Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on November 27, 2018 at 9:13pm — 10 Comments

i apologize. i'm being a giant asshole. i'm turning on comments. and welcome some

and welcome some helpful comments!!!

Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on November 26, 2018 at 3:56pm — 4 Comments

i'm back. my blogsite -- under another name -- is not political. i'm so confused about the caravan and the border. i feel like the Dems were mistaken.

okay, i am so confused and i am concerned that the dems were mistaken. they kept saying that there was no caravan. that it was just women and children and they were so far away. well, that does not seem to be true. i mean, wtf????

shouldn't have said lying. were the dems misinformed? this gives fodder to the Orangutan in Chief and his minions and the Assholes in the senate!!!!! i am so worried about 2020. obviously there was and is the Blue Wave. so we are probably okay. sorry for…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on November 26, 2018 at 2:30pm — 9 Comments

10% happier podcast with dan harris: david leite's Notes on a Banana, about food and bipolar 2 disorder and being fat and gay. or Itunes: 10% Happier with dan harris podcast. i couldn't provide the link because i'm being told that the connection is insecure. but…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on April 19, 2017 at 8:03pm — No Comments

the best new best friend: reference librarian, jewish, loves podcasts & chickens!/standup comedy open mikes/I'm An Acquired Taste & an Oprah show guest! sorry, trigi

OKAY THIS IS ALL FUCKED UP. THE BOTTOM PART BEFORE THE ***** THINGIE. should be the first section. i think. my laptop is totally fucked. so you should read that second part first. i think.

First of all, I have to apologize to Trig for the long ass Title. He hates that I do this. He made clear that it’s not endearing. He also…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on March 19, 2017 at 6:00pm — 11 Comments

i got myself and my increasingly fat ass and my sweet and smart senior service dog out of the house for the first time in 2 weeks! animal pics! Part One.

Okay, well, this is so very cool. I went out and about tonight for the first time in 2 weeks!!! leaving only to get my mail and to go downstairs and pick up delivery food. This is, I know, Incomprehensible for/to/not sure Regular Normal People. But, shit I don’t understand it so I can’t expect anyone else to fathom it either. (and, yes, this began after a hysterectomy and I got manic and I couldn’t shut up and I was shunned and I was the pariah of my neighborhood. Yes, that is what…


Added by Theodora L'Engle Knight on March 16, 2017 at 11:30pm — 3 Comments

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