Michael Todd Cheeseman's Blog (113)

Big man yesterday

You know we hear so much about how men talk shit about women and the truth is men do and they treat woman with no respect.  The men that don't follow these dirt bag principles are far and few between.  What I have learned though being a broke down crippled old fuck that is surrounded by women nurses and aides is that…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on June 8, 2018 at 11:11am — 1 Comment

now is the Time

My brother Nathan texted me

and ask if I remembered a time that involved Paul and I texted back that I did indeed remember.  It was one of those times when mom and dad and the four boys and some of dads clan all decided to go to a buffet and eat.

Family get together's were rare and very uncomfortable for me.

We all met at a local buffet that was stocked to the rim with all kinds of food.

As we all lined up i immediately notice how at home my brother and…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on March 15, 2018 at 6:03am — 1 Comment

Johnny is our token Viet Nam vet.

Johnny is our token Viet Nam vet. Was cut from his throat to his groin.  Was known as a real psychedelic killer when he served.  Now he just roams the two hundred hall to the cafeteria where he gets a giant black pitcher four times a night full of coffee.

A lot has has happened.  I celebrated quietly my…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on February 27, 2018 at 10:30pm — 1 Comment

going gone

Old lady Dawn Lou sits in the hallway yelling out "will someone help me fix my bed!"

I'm running behind.  I am waiting for  my brother to bring me a USB keyboard.  i don't do well since the stroke and laptop keyboards.

Drums

war drums

drums for the ignorant

and the master of events is a clown walking in front of his pretty wife, the only saving grace

the clown is beating his drum with his Kleenex boxes wrapped around his waist

later on he usea…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on December 15, 2017 at 1:42pm — 2 Comments

New as used

I'm cold.  Middle of August and I am cold.

Old lady Nel was told she would be living here today.

The crying was unbearable.  Nel heaved and twisted and turned calling out, "I want to go home!  Take me home…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on October 13, 2017 at 6:30pm — 2 Comments

odd man out

The thing that makes me the angriest about the sobbing woman is actually the way the family treats her.  Maybe next week but soon.  Be more sociable.  Stop crying.  Eat more.  The niece that has been put in charge of the sobbing woman is a monster.

I sometimes feel like I am dying.  My breathing changes and I get the shivers and become confused.  I sometimes wonder if some of my feelings now are connected to the dying…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on August 21, 2017 at 5:30pm — 3 Comments

Err to follow

Talking with-between the window of wisdom and foolish joyous anticipations.  Its 8:20, time for all to partake.

The cocktail of Ambien, Algram and Clonopien hit me early.  I was a bucket of boiled flesh and not strapped in the seat correctly.  

Andy took…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on August 11, 2017 at 10:45am — No Comments

ode to joy continues

Sleepless night again.  F…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on August 1, 2017 at 4:20pm — 1 Comment

Those women are so full of themselves

 

Those women…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on July 7, 2017 at 4:42pm — 3 Comments

Been awhile

It's been a few days.  This Parkinson like thing going on right now…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on May 27, 2017 at 3:54am — 4 Comments

Bowing bubbles

Blowing bubbles 

Mind is …

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on April 1, 2017 at 11:43am — 2 Comments

Random thoughts

Random thoughts and images completed again.  It is time to let the mind find what it will discover and…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on March 27, 2017 at 11:23am — 1 Comment

and then...

And then there is Nathan... 

For thirty years Nathan ha…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on March 4, 2017 at 11:18am — 2 Comments

Birthday

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on February 9, 2017 at 3:01am — No Comments

New day

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on January 25, 2017 at 1:16pm — 3 Comments

Changes

 

There is one nurse here that has actually become a good friend. …

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on January 22, 2017 at 9:30am — 3 Comments

quickies

 

Colors burst as the veins erupt. …

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on January 13, 2017 at 2:16pm — 1 Comment

keep moving

 

To watch my mother tripping on the prescription…

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on December 31, 2016 at 8:30pm — 4 Comments

I remember

I remember 

Do you remember …

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on December 11, 2016 at 11:46am — 1 Comment

What past is prologue

Mom showed up at my room with a nurse at four o'clock in the morning.  …

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Added by Michael Todd Cheeseman on August 5, 2016 at 4:03am — 2 Comments

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