i visited the maju
within the soul search
makeshift model cars
race around the blind man's track
tank filled to the brim.
She peeks through the leaf
the world stops for a brief time
they are my very soul
my only daughter
my magnificent grand son.
Given the strange circumstances of life and death and what comes next I have just learned to take it all on the slide.
Forty five years and a few days ago a child came into this world. A gift to me and the woman of my dreams. A gift that grew to become the mother to a tall and wondrous boy. A path is traveled with intention justifies A journey, gives credence, sails.
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