I figured it out.
Can't do it.
Came back here a few days ago, to honor Trig. Realized while writing the post which disappeared that Joisey was the reason I stopped, and today I realize he is the reason I can't restart.
In the past two days I have gotten Spam friend requests on FB from two people; one with one friend one with three.
Know how often I get Spam friend requests on FB?
Literally never, ever, ever, ever, ever.
So, there it…Continue
I can't retype it, and I can't recapture it. I can tell you only, with no backstory and none of the journey bc I cannot do it again, HOW Trig was like my brother.
More like my brother than anyone else on this site or Open ever was. I loved James, and I loved Scanner, and I won't ever get over either one of them being gone, but they were beloved friends, not brothers.
Because, like my real life brothers, Trig had the power to hurt me enough to just close the door. But always,…Continue
I got an apartment.
For me and the boy.
Subsidized, so I should be able to afford it.
But it's more than just an apartment, it's an opportunity.
I will share more tomorrow, when I am not utterly wiped out.
It's very very very very good news.
I knew you'd be happy to hear, so I came right over to tell you all.
I have a dear friend who has dated two women in a row with extreme jealousy issues. I don't have jealousy issues, but I do have fairly extreme abandonment issues.
My friend says these women's insecurity is in their own heads, nothing to do with him. I agree.
But where does it come from, this fear of losing love, and where does it go?
I am not a jealous girl - other women don't scare me. I know that even now, I am stellar enough. It's not that I think someone who…Continue