Cindy
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koshersalaami commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Terry, Cindy handled it. We know what you meant. Cindy just asked us to cool it with the drama. Let's respect her wishes - at the moment she clearly needs us to. "
6 hours ago
Terry McKenna commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"SBE - really?  You clearly can't draw reasonable conclusions.  He was a bad husband and she is doing far more to help than he deserves.  See it is not that hard.  But you can only run on your overwrought emotions."
8 hours ago
alsoknownas commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"This will be a safe place to post again Cindy. Delete trollish off topic comments immediately is my suggestion. Be well..."
8 hours ago
Cindy commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Amy I know what Terry meant.  I have written about the pain that he caused back then.  They are still there to read.  I quite literally came with in a nanosecond of committing suicide.   He does not deserve this disease.…"
10 hours ago
Safe Bet's Amy commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Terry McKenna, I'm sure you think everyone with AIDS is getting what they "deserve".  You aren't fooling anyone, you heartless, hateful prick!"
10 hours ago
koshersalaami commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"I get completely that this isn't about him, this is about you living up to your standards. Which you are.  I also get that posting here means the secrecy won't kill you. Post away. "
11 hours ago
nanatehay liked Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
12 hours ago
Terry McKenna commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Honorable, lot's more than he deserves.  "
12 hours ago
Foolish Monkey commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"decency - extraordinary decency and caring and respect - for yourself, your marriage, maybe even him, I don't know but it doesn't matter.  do right by him but don't forget to take care of you.  "
14 hours ago
Jonathan Wolfman commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"hope your decency is worth your efforts, when you look back on this time"
15 hours ago
JMac1949 Today commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Extraordinary.  I wonder if he knows how lucky he is to have you in his life."
15 hours ago
Anna Herrington commented on Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
"Writing is good - so is screaming! I'd do the same thing, likely - take care of until - so, you're not alone there. But I too would definitely find solace in some screaming, tears, rage.....  Glad you wrote. "
15 hours ago
Anna Herrington liked Cindy's blog post Hell exist and it lives with me.
15 hours ago
Cindy commented on nanatehay's blog post goodbye, brother
"So Sorry.  Crying too for someone I don't know but watched blossom into happiness.  My condolences to you and to his son and his Jenny.  "
Jul 10
Cindy liked tr ig's blog post Kitten and Flowers and Bee
Jul 6
Cindy liked Rosigami's blog post June Flowers
Jun 20

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A long time lurker at OS. No talent for writing or much of anything else.I have learned so much from the writers at OS and felt with this change I needed to let them know that.

Cindy's Blog

Hell exist and it lives with me.

Posted on July 25, 2017 at 7:30am 11 Comments

This post is for me.  Excuse the grammar and anything else wrong with this post.  These are just words I need to type out because I have nowhere else to say or write them.  I don't want sympathy. I don't want advice.  I just want to say them with the hope that I can in some way put them in order in my mind.

3 years ago my husband had a brutal affair.  It ended and he moved 8 hours away.  Sorry for what he had done. Determined to prove that he was a person to be trusted.  I never filed…

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Swayze is gone.

Posted on December 16, 2014 at 10:30am 3 Comments

I put my beautiful baby Swazye down on Saturday.  Another giant hole in my life.  It was time, he told me with his eyes.  He didn't want to go and fought his weak heart until the end. 

 

I will miss you beautiful boy. You were a kind and loyal friend.…

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A special love from here saved me.

Posted on October 9, 2014 at 12:35pm 11 Comments

It was one year to the very day that I picked up this special man in my life that my husband announced his affair and his girl friends pregnancy.

Man, what a journey since February I've been on.  Very close on several occasions to just giving up on everything. 

But there was always one constant in my life, those eyes, one brown and one blue.   He watched me, he slept next to me, many times stroking my face as I lay there unable to sleep.  If I sat he sat in my lap, if I bathed…

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Standing at the top and at the very bottom.

Posted on August 25, 2014 at 9:44am 7 Comments

Vacation? A time to relax? It's been a year of pure Hell.  Left by my husband, harassed daily by the bi-polar alcoholic he chose over me. Watching her take over my part in a life we created over 17 years. Left alone to care for our little farm, horses to care for, 35…

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At 12:13pm on December 7, 2015, JMac1949 Today said…
At 12:37pm on February 8, 2013, Alysa Salzberg said…

Hi Cindy, I left a message for you about Hermes the cat. It should be in your inbox. Thank you so much for your interest in him and I hope it'll work out! 

At 8:11pm on November 28, 2012, Stephen Brassawe said…

Ah, what the hell, Cindy? Write something and post it in your blog. How did you get the impression that talent is a prerequisite for doing that?

At 6:37pm on November 16, 2012, Anna Herrington said…

Hi Cindy, 

Glad you came over!  Your avatar caught my eye, as did "Georgia." I grew up there...

Welcome to OurSalon  : )

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